today is catching up on sleep day! lol. found out that if i wanna forget about some unhappy stuffs, i shld sleep. cos for at least a few hours, my heart wont try to wrench itself into a gazillion different “untangable” knots.
have been listening to ur “wo ke yi” repeatedly. mebbe im losing my hearing lol. idk. i really dont. there seems to be a lot of things idk nowadays. its raining. i love raining days. when the wind is howling, when the trees get bent left n right from the wind, when the leaves do more than just rustle in the breeze.. its peaceful, somehow. me loves looking at the rain. actually, me loves overcast days. when the sky’s so dark and it is so quiet out there. its different from at night. the whole atmosphere’s so calming on an overcast day.
of course, the poor birds have to suffer.. and the littlest creatures caught in the wild and open outdoors. lucky for my cat, tho, she always has this shelter to come back to after shes done frolicking. havent been able to take pics of her these days cos she’s always not around. bt i think her foot’s getting worse. it kinda swelled the past two days and we think it may be infected. havent been able to catch her tho. she always disappears like lightning recently. i wonder whats up. she cant be pregnant cos she’s sterilized.
*fell asleep thinking about u, woke up thinking about u. nvr had this kind of feelings before. disconcertion*
