quintessentially banausic

I HATE SAL

ok, what the hell is wrong with her?? she cant give instructions properly then she expects everyone to know what she wants and expect us to do the work to HER expectations when she never even made it clear. she can give instructions 3x with 3 different instructions!!! urgh. hate ppl who cant gif instructions properly and think shes so good. *@$%*@$^@$* (screams screams rants)

that’s it!

so that’s it. all the posts that i thought were meaningful as parts of my life (SOMEWHAT) i have copied and painstakingly pasted (for almost a half hour – what an entire waste of time). here’s a little review:

i have accomplished LITTLE over the past couple months. and i mean.. LITTLE. and now im left with this:

1) SAL (1 oral report, 1 written report)
2) ZLH (1 oral report, 1 written report)
3) 5 blardie exams. -.-”

sigh. better get started started on my revision! and at the same time try to revise. no more whole day tv marathons for me! *cross my fingers* my brain’s acting weird. cant seem to balance properly these days. and my fingers dont do what they oughta do. i noe. i may well be a hypochondriac. -.-”

time flies lah! omg. seemed only a month ago that sem started. NOW I’M A MONTH TO THE EXAMS AND I HAVENT EVEN FINISHED MY ASSIGNMENTS! i am so dead so dead so dead. sigh. not to mention i screwed up my 50% and 30% tests! oh and the 20% presentation with the monster. and the 80% reflections. my gdness. where did my time go?? have decided (once again) to start studying! get down to it! sigh. got to psycho myself more. and anyways, i cant wait for saturday!!!!! lol. cos my gd fren vivian’s coming to my house!! TO MY HOUSE!! MY HOUSE!!!! wahahaha. THIS IS SO EXCITING. you cannot imagine! hahahahaha. =D will be sleeping with a smile on my face till sat!

“first” post!

haha pls guys, refer to my june 24th 2006 post. HAHA. i am so laughing at it now. why? cos of one simple sentence:
I WILL STUDY HARD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
in the end? its already my third sem n im still saying the same thing to apparently no effect. haha. tts evillishly funny. but yes i shld do sth about it. brrrr. i gross myself out!
btw, my very first post got deleted by dumb ol’ me. so here goes again:
check this out:

its like sth to let u earn extra bucks since we all noe students are pretty broke. n im in, n mav’s in n it seems all pretty cool n safe aft checking it out n everything. just take a looky around!!!
and that’s the end of my “first” post here at wordpress. so of course theres a lot more that i did not bother to put it in cos its no longer a first post. n now im importing my entire blogger over. oh n i didnt realise until wen i imported, that i had 414 posts! omg. tts pretty not bad! haha. but im pissed now cos i cant use my own template!!!!! -.-” boohoo. but nvm. theres a price to pay for everything. im in a cliche mood tdy. shooots. n a blabbering mood of course.
(September 04, 2007 @ 16:08)

ah bao

i can finally pay my final respects to my dearest dearest dog on my blog. ah bao ah… this is for you..this is the nicest pic of ah bao now tt i can get..

and anyways, ive got about 149 pics! n lol i cant upload all of them here tho i really want to haha. we love you forever, ah bao…
(September 04, 2007 @ 16:54)

blunder!!!

horrible blunder today!!! thought today was my da’s bdae lol. it’s TOMORROW!!!!!!!! dots….. whole point is, i used his bdae to guage my payday so in the end, i kinda remembered that tdy was his bdae rather than tomorrow, even tho i knew tdy was the 5th sept and not the 6th sept. so i have absolutely no idea why in the world i would make this kind of mistake. (and he’s sitting beside me burping very loudly. gross!)
yes. yesterday was at the hospital to visit ping. and blardie hell, tt M family is dammed irritating lah! esp. the stupid little boy. piang eh. so angry just thinking about wat tt stupid M little boy did lar. he was eating Pringles and scattered some pieces on the floor. ON PING’S SIDE. so irritating lar! n so noisy some more. Ms. urgh. sometimes its not like i wanna hate ppl or anything, but the stuffs that they do is just super dammed irritating lar.
must prepare for tomorrows 3 2 grp discussions….
(September 05, 2007 @ 12:54)

irritating people!

i totally loathe the pupils from SF**. its like 10pm and theres still this group of boys chasing the girls around the playground. screaming n shouting like nobody’s business. just cos they’re rich n can afford to go to a private school does NOT mean that they own the whole dammed place ok? the blardie school is only across the road from my hse. can they please bear in mind that ours is a HOUSING ESTATE??!? dammit. then when i went over to scold them i was on my way across the road back home n overheard someone saying that im “just a barking dog in distress”. WHAT THE FUCK. they’re the ones making all the noise and disrupting everyone. and we’re already very nice to not complain the blardie sch n church for the stupid loud noises of the air-con. it is already against regulations. im not speaking against all christians or churches. but (edited) sometimes there are just these unpleasant ppl who think they’re so great just cos they 1) rich 2) a church. fuk them lar seriously. i need to do my work, and there are people who need to rest. dont they say “love thy neighbour”? right. these particular group of students obviously noe nth about the architecture of their school n the blardie playground. cos anyone can see tt the playground space is built like a courtyard with buildings surrounding all four sides. and the sound can echo n rebound. which amplifies everything. n pls do not do ur group flirting right outside my doorstep. freak them. 10pm leh! still in sch uniform! running around a playground n screaming n shouting. n blaming other ppl for telling them off. we’re already very nice. several times each year we can complain them for breaking the law (i.e. still very noisy aft 11pm) (the goers/dorm residents/students) but how often do we do that? seldom. n then they take us for granted n do this idiotic stuffs. wtf.
(September 05, 2007 @ 14:11)

thank u teachers!!

hmm was looking at the teachers’ network webbie to do some research for my education mod. n came across this cafeO.Y.E.A. thing and saw ms. kaur!!! lol. idk. ive always loved my upper sec lit teachers. wat can i say? i guess major inspiration to be a teacher is firstly: (then)Ms. Chan (pri 4 and 5 form teacher), and Mr. Lim and Ms. Kaur (sec 3 and 4 lit teacher) oh and i nearly forgot Mrs. Wai (sec sch form teacher – she was a really great help to me) and Mr. Chew (sec sch band conductor – who helped me love music more than ever) and Mr. Whitby (JC lit teacher)!!!! yes. me lurves my above teachers. tho i dont think i made any impression haha. except bad ones of cos. mebbe its just lit. but as far as i noe, i love the sub n the teach’! guess ive been real lucky to meet all these inspiring teachers during my schooling days. and i oso noe that there are far too many who do not share my views about my sec sch teachers (yes, almost all of them) but u noe, i still loves them! so do i regret going to scss, no i dont think so. cos i met all them great teachers!!!
looky this: http://sam11.moe.gov.sg/tn/from_us_2u/cafestory.htm
(September 05, 2007 @ 15:50)

blur queen

other than a “blur queen”, i totally do not know what i can call myself. its a long story. but…. yes. sheeeesh. could it be the serious lack of slp??? danggit. i feel so darned stupid nowadays. these couple of days, that is. but anyways, got a ton of work to finish by the end of the week! how am i supposed to do that, i dont know. but imma try to do it all the same. GAMBATE!!!!!!!!
met cher n mav for breakfast tdy! havent seen them for so long lar! haha. had a nice long talk wid cher… but unfortunately, i dont think i was able to help her much… sorry cher!! i was just rambling on and on about stupid nonsensical stuffs lol and i think i nvr answered her queries all that much. i feel like such a failure friend!!!! a01 peeps, LETS DO DO DO DO DO have a gathering again someday. maybe a weekend in two weeks’ time or sth??? haven seen all u ppl for so long!!!!!!
had fish & co. for dinner. omg. the two of us finished a seafood platter for 2!!!!! here’s how it goes: i dont take mussels or calamari, so that’s HIS. and he cant take too many shrimps. so shrimps are MINE. and fries is shared, and the fish is shared, and the rice is basically HIS as well so we managed hahhahaa. but apparently its cheaper in aussie. and i am very angry. cos i lurves shrimps.
had aaj and aed project work meeting tdy. danggit lah. 72 ahmah has super horrible bad bad bad bad breath lah. i was sitting about 30cm away and i could smell it as tho it was point blank! omg. its just terrible!!!! (just remembered. I JUST MISSED MYTHBUSTERS ON DISCOVERY CHANNEL!!!! *going nuts*) n not to mention tt we did like almost NOTHING. ZILT. what a total and complete waste of my time rushing from the quad to the lib (which is like all the way at the other end of the stupid compound!) i think i was brisk – walking for near on 15 mins! yes. pretty bad on my feet – which are feeling it atm!!! n we finished our aed in RECORD TIMING! i think it took us less than 3 hrs or sth ba…. haha. so anyhows, tdy was a packed day!!!!!!
i just realised that i havent been typing in chrono order tdy. my mind’s a mess now lol. i just type whatever i rmb! tts just sad.
(September 06, 2007 @ 14:05)

I just realised what a drab and boring life i lead. mann………………

noisy!

all the noise around me reminds me of the passage that 孙爱玲 wanted us to read: 《丑陋的中国人》. and it is times like this that i totally agree with 柏杨. especially the noisy part. (their grandchild is having his/her first month birthday. 满月！！！) my goodness. talk about noise. they live only across a two-lane street n they’re screaming like anything man. almost as bad as the church nxt door the other night. brrrrrrrrrrr can the 闲暇人等 relatives please all go home??? (am feeling very very VERY bloated atm – i always do on hot humid days) i am going to diet.

still trying to find relevant stuff about the homework! there isnt much that i feel is relevant. or maybe im misreading the question???
oh btw, its not only the neighbours who are noisy… it includes my air-con. but luckily, dad just told me how to keep it in line. SMACK IT. hahaha. just the right way to treat kids as well. if naughty, BEAT!

(edited) my ex tutee was talking to me online jz nw. haha. nearly forgot how cute they are. but, im disappointed to hear that his bro (who is taking the PSLE this year) did badly for his previous exam. and anyways, his prelims start coming monday. so im wishing him ALL THE BEST. and i hope he’ll do real well.

(have decided not to publish this post first. if not have to keep editing. so i’ll just keep it in the writing mode until im ready to post. and the last sentence will probably read I HAVE FINALLY FINISHED THE ASSIGNMENT AND DROPPED IT IN THE DIGITAL DROPBOX!!! or one of the very many sentences. wadrepas – time check – 2155 hrs)

time check – 2200 hrs: am finally hearing the byebyes from the house across the street. thank gdness. but their byebyes normally take at least 5-10 mins.
time check – 2215 hrs: believe it or not, they are still screaming
time check – 2230 hrs: peace!!!!!!!!! aaaahhh….. now i feel like sleeping.. danggit. totally the wrong motive achieved!!! (take back my words partially. there is still noise. esp. noise like KNN CCB. dots…………..) oh speaking of which, ydae i was bra shopping (ALONE!!!!) at amk hub. and there was this auntie in triumph. she was on the phone (via earpiece) with someone n was scolding n cursing n swearing so loudly in hokkien lar!! this is a partial re-enactment from the scenario (which kinda made me wanna laugh and shake head at the same time) blahblahblah yada yada yada CCB!!! blahyadablah KNN! NB! yadayadablahblah KB la!!! yadablahyada KB KNN CB ! she was obviously VERY angry and pissed of at the certain somebody. but anyways, the point is, there were kids – GUYS *rolleye* in triumph. oh did i mention tt the two boys were told by their mum to play in the shop?? pissed already but .. these two kids started playing their own games. running around the bra shop. -.-” and saying stuff like oh shes looking at the bra shes looking at the bra! wahhh pick it up already pick it up already. geeee do these kids get their sex education like at age 7???? totally pissed off and grossed out.
time check – 2305 hrs: i have decided to drop the stuffs in the dropbox tomorrow. cos 1) i have not finished 2) i cannot finish it by tonight 3) im so tired i can just lie down n fall asleep and my eyelids are not giving me a break they’re forcing themselves on my bottom eyelids and ive got a blardie runny nose n headache tt is SO distracting. so yes. i am going to bed.to heck with the assignment (FOR NOW)
(September 07, 2007 @ 13:27)

am i blur or dumb?

okay, heres the deal. tomorrow is the start of school after eLearning week. AND I TOTALLY ABSOLUTELY FORGOT ABOUT IT. until like, about one hour ago. before i started freaking out cos i have not printed or finished zlh’s work and zlh’s lecture is tomorrow!
(and now my “l” key is working fine but my full-stop hates me. so do not blame me if my sentences do not end with a full-stop.)
lol. so thats it. thats that! tml sch starts. i have not done the following which i had planned to do:
1) revise chew2) do reflections 4+53) read 《滕王阁序》4) studied 《说文解字》
so. i have failed again. dammit. sigh. need to do sth about my food intake. these few days ate super a lot la!!
oh n my Big Auntie came to visit me. she wasn’t supposed to come for another ten days. so my original exciting plan for tuesday night with ali is RUINED RUINED RUINED. so now i have to switch to another exciting plan. quite exciting oso lar but not THAT exciting. and imma have dinner with ali on tues night! havent seen her for a really long time. hope she wont say i got fatter -.-”
(September 09, 2007 @ 15:16)

sianness

(slacking in linlin’s room wahahhaa) anyways tdy sian day. nothing to do. oh just finished discussing our aed for this wed. (i still not quite sure of wat im supposed to do but u noe, we’ll just have to see when the time comes) heard this girl quarrelling with the boyfriend. it was sccaaaaary. brrr. i just think that if things have to come to this stage, u probably have to realise that its time to move on. and anyways xueyi cabbed to tutee’s place n the cab uncle took her to the wrong place!!! i think she was very pissed… i mean, id get super duper blardie pissed if i were her too lar. so i can understand. but i guess its part of ur job to ask carefully where the ppl are going right? if u dunno den ask lor.. we will gif directions one wat.. but we cannot complain too much cos they are very xin ku in doing their work le n don earn a lot. but SOMETIMES, bad mood lar! haha.
(September 10, 2007 @ 08:03)

excitement!

hehx went to strip wid ali jz nw. (my full stop still cant work.)
n i jz successfully freaked myself out tho tdy is already 1st of the 8th month and this is how it all happened:was trying to type this and just opened a link to another page from another page and then Akon’s Mr Lonely started to play from my laptop. reason why i freaked out: cos its the same message tone tt i use on my handphone! and i was expecting an sms. two, rather. and i distinctly remember not having this song in my laptop. so yes, i successfully freaked myself out for near on 2 mins. danggit.
anyways, back to the Strip trip. (oh that rhymes) ive got hairless lower arms n legs!!!! wahahaha. now i totally underestand what they mean when they say that waxing is addictive. my skin feels smooooooooth. only problem is, now that my skin looks (and feels) fairer and cleaner, without all the irritating distracting hair, my teeny weeny little (not that little) mole near my wrist looks even more obvious!!!!! now it just stands out by itself without anything black to hide under. brrrrrrr. got an ache in my back.
tomorrow’s aed presentation. i hope i noe what to say. my brain is not functioning. hope i dont let my grpmates down. n theres now a funny patch of red stuffs on my (inner) elbow!! symmetrical upper n lower arm! omg. hope i didnt get bitten by sth idiotic
and some idiotic idiot just drove past my window in his FARTING CAR. cos his car FARTS. literally. illegally modified engines n they like to stomp on the accelerator n speed up at this corner WHICH IS A 90 DEGREE TURN. and then they go complain to the LianHe Wanbao/zaobao that one of our plants block their view WHEN THERE IS A BLOODY MIRROR FOR THEM TO SEE THE ONCOMING TRAFFIC N THEY DON BOTHER TO LOOK INTO THE DAMNED MIRROR AND STILL SPEED UP AT THAT VERY DANGEROUS 90 DEGREE CORNER TURN. danggit. I AM SO FRIGGIN’ PISSED.
and now im hungry. cos in all our excitement about hairlessness (i FINALLY have hairless fingers n toes) and bra-shopping (i am so switching to pierre cardin) we kinda forgot about dinner…….. which is a good thing cos ill onli be a little richer in half an hour’s time. -..-” <–tts me.. puerquita with a big fat huge nose n big fat nostrils (that farting car is still farting away. i can hear it still.)
(September 11, 2007 @ 15:31) <<—— a reminder of the day i lost three great friends……………………

tired

idk why tdy was a tiring day. so many things happened today (or so it seems)
the 178 uncle was in a rush!!! mad and complete rush!!! he is ALMOST the first bus uncle who made me scared tt he would ram someone or sth horrible like tt with his driving. of course i saw a lot of road hogs and idiotic drivers as well and i shldnt elaborate cos it’d just get me pissed.
and then class! (of course breakfast as usual comes first ) as usual chew left me chasing my own tail. BUT he got EXCITING NEWS!!!! hahahahahah ill be dreaming of january in guangzhou until he kills it. lol. so exciting!!!!!! *jumps up and down* budden im really tired idk why.
dinner at NYNY at amk hub tdy! it was all going very well…. UNTIL I SAW A FLY IN MY DRINK! oh my gdness. they shld’ve at least like offered me a 10% discount or sth aft tt emotional trauma. almost cldnt eat anything cos i felt so nauseous lah!!! it was a blardie dead fly ok???!!!?!? OMF.
and anyways, bought the Vienna Boys’ Choir CD in school tdy!!!! so high lar!!! hahahahahaha they’re really good wat else do i have to say???? its great its great its great. and im tired n going to bed… lalaland, here i comeeeeee
(edited) oh and i cant find bra in my size. apparently the salesperson said, very hard to get my size in sg. so please don tell me i have to order from vs all my bras cos ill be super duper very broke!!!
(September 13, 2007 @ 15:07)

thinking thinking

sigh received a comment from YEP geraldine on friendster (which i check like once in a gazillion years) and started thinking about YEP again! haha… but i still do miss YEP tho. but if i cld’ve helped it i would’ve tried to stop myself falling that time n worked harder to participate more. i feel like ive missed out SO MUCH and yet ive learnt SO MUCH already! i really really REALLY miss YEP and Surin and Dek Rak Pha and P. Noi P. Charn P. Madeaw and everybody and everything!!!!! yes, even the resident frogs.. i think meiwei would noe wat im talking about and the resident insects hahaha. and toking about everybody n nobody n gossiping in the middle of the night, looking into the night sky …. thinking about crap…. the toilets……… good gawrsh. i miss everything about Surin everything about YEP.
half of me wants to go back and the other (more logical half) says absolutely no way. this is the thing: i miss it so much so i really wanna go back and see everything and everybody. and wanna go back just to relive everything again. but the logical half noes that we felt so good cos we were so relaxed and on holiday and if i went back, everything, all the mood, the place, the people would have changed. I would have changed. and nothing would ever be the same and my only best memory of it would be gone. and i dont want that to happen cos i cherish that memory so much so much so much. well anyways, memory’s memory. i savour it from time to time, but at the end of the day, i gotta live in NOW!
so, been to women’s secret, wacoal, triumph, and THEY DONT HAVE MY SIZE. so im feeling horrible right now cos i don haf a single bra tts in my correct size and i feel terrible wearing them cos it just doesnt feel comfy. the most comfy one (that is the nearest to my size) is the VS one. u are NOT telling me that i have to order from VS every single time. so im still gonna look out for it. worst, i’ll just have to go to the tailor and have it custom altered or sth like tt. gee thats gonna cost a bomb but ive no choice. but im sure somewhere there’ll be a shop tt i can get my undies from. im sure of it. just gotta look hard enough.
i saw enthu mama at alj mrt stn tdy! horror of horrors!! oh actually its not tt bad aft i met 72 ahmah. i mean, enthu mama’s like a little kitten compared to 72 ahmah!!! so yes. and anyways i found out tt the face shop stuffs aint as expensive as i thot it’d be so mebbe nxt time i can get my stuff frm there cos ive heard tt its really not bad. n currently i have not studied at all or done any assignments so id better get my as* down to the grindstone n start doing sth to tt fact cos im not prepared to totally give up on my hopes. and if i think of sth else to blog down later (that i have forgotten) i will edit this. and its a blardie long post. -.-” i have found out tt my language is somewhat kinda vulgar…. will change it.
(edited) jz remembered sth about LIME GREEN. saw a lot of lime green tdy and a lot of cars and a lot of people wearing lime green!!!! oh this Volkswagen Beetle was in an absolutely gorgeous shade of lime green n it looked superb! hahaha. anyways saw this lime green cardigan which was similar to emms’ but the type with buttons in front (WHICH I LOVES. COS I LOVES BUTTONS) absolutely wanted to get it. but i didnt. -.-” *whacks myself* sheeeesh.
(September 15, 2007 @ 14:56)

kbox!

went kbox tdy wid the ba peeps!!! lol.. quite high lar! urm for example all the hokkien gua and the classic oldies and the Mayday songs lol.. pity linlin had to leave early lor.. oh and notforgetting the 10MP DIGICAM TT EMM BOUGHT. which we used to capture lots of candid shots n funny pics of funny (and boliao) poses lol. wonder if emms has uploaded the pics onto her blog…….. lol shld’ve brought camera or sth den got more stuffs to write.
sigh tomorrow got CHEW’S CLASS!!! omg (freak out) sigh and (freak out again) LBS’S ESSAY IS DUE IN ONE WEEK!!!!!!!!! i just remembered it la! danggit there goes all my resolution of doing assignments earlier. I’M DOING LAST MINUTE WORK AGAIN!!! this recess week must finish:
1) reflections 4+52) LBC3) zlh (at least half first draft – actually, best if can finish first draft tho i doubt i can make it)4) revise chew!!!!!!!!!!! (his test is in a week tooo!!!!!!!!)
GIVE ME STRENGTH, MOTIVATION, INSPIRATION, AND DETERMINATION!!!!!!!!!!
(edited) OMG I CAN TYPE IN 小篆 NOW!!!! this is so super exciting lah!!! danggit i cant copy and paste here. hahahaha so cool i am SO EXCITED LAH!!!!!! hehehehehehehehehehehehehe. cant stop laughing now!! i am currently super duper very excited about doing zlh’s work! hahahahhahaha………. GIMME EXTRA TIME, STRENGTH, MOTIVATION, INSPIRATION AND DETERMINATION to fin lbc cos i am so totally not interested in his work but i still must fin before i can start my zlh!!!!!!!! excitement!!!!!
(September 19, 2007 @ 13:20)

failing memory….

distinctly remember that there is supposed to be a lot to blog about tdy… a whole entire day full of pissifying events….
first – bus ride to school: so, most ppl noe i take 1.5 hrs to get to school everyday taking 178 to boonlay then 199/179. AND that it takes about 20 mins or so to wait for tt stupid 178 which literally CRAWLS esp in the morning. and its always the slowcoach old 1960s style bus which stinks (sometimes) and is very littered (all the time). i already hate 178 a lot. but no choice if i wanna get to sch!! then this morning i was waiting for the bus for about 20 mins already and FINALLY (thank goodness) the bus came. guess what? THE STUPID BUS UNCLE DID NOT STOP!!! HE JUST KEPT ON DRIVING!!! and the bus wasn’t even full! there were empty seats!!! and the bus driver was looking at me at the bus stop as he drove past! OMG. i could’ve killed him man i SWEAR. stupid idiot In. uncle. so wat did i have to do? take 184 change mrt then change 199. it already takes me 5bucks to n fro school just 178-199 k??? and now they wanna jack up the prices and keep the stupid old dirty filthy buses and let the bus drivers do irritating things like this!!!!!!! AARRRGGGHH!!
okay. so fine i got to school, failing to commit homicide or felony. -.-”
and the next very irritating THING is that ahsoh!!! omg 72 ahsoh! i cant stand her! i dont understand i just dont understand. cant she see that we’re just being NICE? (okay, correction: trying to be nice. hey, but at least we try).omg. im gonna make this super short COS I DO NOT WANT TO POLLUTE MY VERY HIGH LIME GREEN BLOG BY WRITING ABOUT SHITTY PEOPLE LIKE HER. my goodness she can go on and on and on and on and on and on and on about a single freaking topic (that we have left behind like 10 mins ago) for the next 15 mins!!! and she likes to think that just cos SHE SPEAKS LOUDER (she literally shouts) she is correct. MY ARSS IS MORE CORRECT. pardon my language. gdgosh. and does she even shower? cos she stinks of morning breath (VERY SERIOUS morning breath) every single minute of the day. and she stinks of urine!!!!!! that exact same smell that u can smell if u walk past pubs in the middle of the night cos guys who are drunk always pee everywhere. yes THAT kind of street urine smell. who in the world can stand this crap??!?!!!?!
anyways, on a happier note, mi ordered daddy’s birthday cake already! dads bdae is on tues! coming tues! hahahahahaha. so high lah i dont even noe why cos i always like to celebrate this n that n everything n nothing i guess. its a LESS SUGAR YAMMY YAM cake from prima! haha. should show the pics aft we take the pic… -.-” (i am not making sense) hope dad likes it cos he likes yam (my whole family does with the exception of moi) and the whole family (literally the WHOLE family) cant take stuffs with high sugar content. so we gotta be content with that it was yam or coffee. like choosing between right n left hand haha. cos i lurves coffee!!! so do the rest of my family actually. and they lurves yam too! so i am talking about crap again. (fyi: the 72ahsoh can go on and on like this for 15 mins! n toking about stupid stuffs like the difference between 内容 and 主题思想 – PUKES!)
n i hate the weather these couple of days cos its so hot n humid n i always get indigestion n puke like nobody’s business on days like that. like yesterday and today. -.-”
and i nearly forgot!!!!! I OFFICIALLY ANNOUNCE THAT MY FAVOURITE LECTURER IS DR. CHEW!!!! hahahaha…. he is so nice lar!! and his lesson’s so fun!! the ba peeps will noe wat im talking about hehehehe. (going crazy-er)
(September 20, 2007 @ 14:56)

sad!!

sigh… been thinking about dek rak pha again! i feel sad to know that im almost never gonna be able to go back there and experience everything again. i just wish id bore with the pain and just participated in everything cos im regretting it so much now (and it stills hurts anyways no diff)
dek rak pha is so full of life now! they are now in a computer project with Microsoft and Dek Rak Pha is now a computer centre with about 10 computers providing students with the chance to learn about computer and stuffs. like our IT class! so high right? yes… n im very sad too cos i cant participate. and P. Jude is “producing” a puppet show with ex Dek Rak Pha students! i wonder if p. charn and p. madeaw are participating too? P. Charn hasnt called me in like almost a year. he called me like 5 times in 3 years! lol……. so funny tt guy.. yes hes a funny guy. he called me twice to just talk with me (just after we came back to sg) once to wish me a happy birthday, another time to wish me happy chinese new year (in the middle of my mahjong game) and another time to… idk. just talk i guess.oh! to inform me tt his drama group was performing in sg!!! lol. but most of the time we dont really talk (even when he calls) cos i don understand him tt much n he doesnt understand me tt much either. but its still nice to noe tt someone remembers tt there was once this group of students who went there and spent 15days with them…
me lurves n misses dek rak pha so much so much so much. and the deaw dai cliff in khao yai and khao yai too! (yes, even the daily looooong hikes)
(September 21, 2007 @ 14:11)

finally

finally gonna have our a01 clique gathering!! hahahaha….. after waiting for so long.. and anyways i have accomplished nothing again. anyone who lives near amk wanna study wid me at amk lib??? lol… i really need to do some research!! lol… and anyhows, still on my etymology assignment research. just realised that i need about another 70% more research!! and not to mention my lbc is not even in the making! and i need to hand in lbc by nxt week (aft. recess)!!!! hope i can at least get 3.8 GPA this sem. not looking very possible. but GAMBATE!!!!!!!!!
let me be determined and strong. the meeting didnt come thru.. but i still lurves all my a01 clique peeps !

i hate technology (somewhat)

either i hate technology (somewhat!) or technology hates me (A LOT!!!!) its always pulling stunts on me! my laptop, the keyboard, my phone, now my msn hates me too!!! *boohoo* urgh. sheeeshsh… must be me! but what is it about me?? hai~ lets just think about my work this week. got a lot of stuffs to finish up and .. sigh. we all noe where im at oh thinking about taking back piano wid my piano teacher (stopped a bit cos financial strain) sigh but…….. my diploma choice pieces HAS TO CHANGE. got trinity merged with guildhall (-.-”) and they changed syllabus so i need to re-practice and re-choose my diploma pieces. i reallly wanna finish fellowship! hahaha n im still stuck at licentiate!! oh my goodness i’m like 3dips away lor…. sian…… nvm. aft i finish my fellowship, i shall save up for a horn! hahahaha. i still cant bear to let go of it so yes.
wishlist!!!! (for the first time in my life im putting it on blog):
1) more money!!! hahahahahaha tts such a no-brainer1) enough money to pick up piano again and take my licentiate2) GOOD GRADES!!!! (like d-uh!)3) horn horn horn! i want my horn! ($3K worth of savings shld be enough for this. save up save up!)
thats that for now n i think its pretty good enough for the moment
i just dont get it. do ppl really think im THAT DUMB? hello? im no bimbo ok? ive got brains too. depends on whether i wanna use it. okay, so it depends on the person im talking to. if they piss me off den why the hell shld i kill my brain cells talking sense to them? no point right? so yes it depends on the person im talking to. so if u treat me like im dumb, don expect me to haf sensible conversation with u. which brings me to the fact that i havent had any sensible conversation in like idk how long. sensible as in conversation that can make me gain knowledge. let me noe more and learn more. and inspire me to think. so urm, people who’re treating me like an idiot, or a stupid doofus who dont know anything, and just think tt u’re better than me (or any others for that matter) cos of our different circumstances and backgrounds, time to wakey up. cos if u don treat ppl like equals, they wont treat u like equals or respect you at all. and frankly, u’re pissing me off. no friend talk to the other person like he/she is a stupid as* who doesnt noe anything or someone who is brainless. thats not called “friendship”. jz asserting urself tt u’re better. mebbe its to build ur own confidence. how the hell would i noe anyways? no matter to me. its just irritating. (and pretty pathetic *rolleyes*)
now i really miss mr whitby’s brain gymnastics classes. sigh. i want my own Doraemon.
(September 23, 2007 @ 13:39)

HAPPY MID-AUTUMN!!!

lol happy mid-autumn everybody!! lol. yes today is the 15th of the eighth month of the chinese calender! which is also known as the mid-autumn as everybody knows lol. today was fun day lar! urm, okay i did work today finally. got about half of lbc’s first draft done. but still got a lot more to go. and im stressed cos theres this reference that i CANNOT find but im sure i got the book somewhere. i just cannot find it. danggit. that aside, i have done nothing. today’s also daddy’s birthday!!! that prima cake not bad lar but the thing is, i dont really like yam. so………………………….
anyways, as usual, theres a lot of candle lighting today! cos we always like to play with candles on mid-autumn and its practically the only day that we’re allowed to play with fire when we were kids so… i guess the “tradition” kinda still exists today cos its SO MUCH FUN! lol. we actually lit candles on our gate (facing the road) and started shooting paper bullets! urm its kinda like catapult but we use folded paper and rubber band lar. anyone who has had a childhood shld know right? ok mebbe i still play kampung games but its damed fun. seriously. ha aiming gets better with practice u noe? =D im jz a kampung kid at heart tho ive nvr lived on a kampung before. sigh.
had steamboat for dinner hahahaha. but since its steamboat, theres no fried stuffs n wateva so the food is very easily digested. (and the cake was quite light) so my stomach doesnt feel too weighed down. but im still so full. why is this post starting to sound like a primary school kid’s compo??????? -.-”
need to try to finish lbc’s first draft. -.-” sian. idk how to continue!
am thinking of getting a new hotmail acct. hmm. yes i shld get a new hotmail account. for “smart casual”emails e.g. school discussions or ARTEMIS FOWL UPDATES! hahahahahaha. NEW ARTEMIS FOWL BOOK IS OUT!!!!!!

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i am so slow. but i just realised theres a “i-miss-whitby” group on facebook. THIS IS SO HIGH. read the comments. and things that whitby said in lit classes in 2005/06 i am not this old. 2004/05 HE SAID IN 1984!!! good gosh i feel so young! lol. aft seeing the comments tt ppl dropped, that is. 1984!! my gdness. can u believe hes been in nj for THAT ETERNITY? this is so high so high so high.
anyways, was very flabbergasted to see dio (not really) and mr. yeo (YES REALLY TOTALLY SUPERBLY UTTERLY UNBELIEVABLY ABSOLUTELY FLABBERGASTED). on facebook. -.-” i mean, dio’s always portrayed himself as more “in” but mr yeo…. omgdness. n can u believe he actually has “naughty treats”? geeeee!!! -.-”

so long!!!

just realised i havent been blogging for very long lol….. newaez, nth much has happened except that i have FINALLY finished lbc (thank gdness) n there are still….. 2 tests, 1 presentation, 5 exams, 2 assignments to hand in. -.-” i think. anw, i just went to marks n spencers!!! lalala.. happy happy day~~
might be going wid moms to meet tan hwa kwang tml!!! this is so exciting!! tan hua kwang was my pri sch PRINCIPAL. and my parents’ math teacher in THEIR secondary school!!!! like whoa! sg’s TOOOOO small man! lol. waaaaay too small. anw, i loved this principal. he was the nicest principal ever. i mean, EVER. ng teng choo n balakrishnan no fight! haha. i jz don like balakrishnan actually. both them were vps while i was still pri sch anyhows
n meeting weiniii on sat! n ken on sun!! (thank u dada weinii… )
the worst thing is, YU FA TEST IS LIKE SUPER HARD!!! n i just cannot get it. i really need “divine intervention” on this one. sigh. *screams* whyy??!??!?!?!??!?!?! sigh……….
(just heard frm my cousin tt my uncle’s not in very gd health n apparently needs to go for surgery for “speedy recovery”. i really hope he’s fine. im worried…. *prays*)

it is almost the end of the week (again) lol. ive got a lot of things to blog about bt idk where to begin! and of course, i forget stuffs too. i think my memory is failing me. and anyways, ive got these left for the rest of the sem:
1) SAL (super sh*t)2) ZLH (not any better -.-” )3) 5 exams danggit
just spent 2hrs or so at the lib trying to look for zlh’s research but its to no avail! oh gosh gosh gosh. wat am i supposed to do? seriously, i like the sub. but theres just so much to do n noe! plus i always cant seem to find the relevant info! mebbe its just me. sigh. i sux at academic stuffs. (sobs)
me has just collected my new specs!!! bt so expensive omg. bt im lurvin’ it so.. lol. im excited abt the new specs!!! hahahahahahahahahahaha. sry.
and i met sharma on the bus tdy! haha. im so happy n excited for her!!!!!! sigh.. (but on the other hand, aft talking to her, im asking myself: why is everyone tt i noe doing sth wid their lives e.g. zq is gg aus to study MED! n k is gg into A* and shes getting >4.5 GPA while im struggling to get ave Bs, n yada yada yada. but me.. sigh……………………….) i wanna noe wat i want in life too. sighx.
im havin a really bad indigestion. must eat more papaya. *having gastric reflux -.-”*

has decided to move back to the more user-friendly blogspot. -.-” thing is, I CAN’T (@#$%#$^) import my wordpress blog posts. so i got two options: let go of all those posts, or, copy n paste all the posts……… which is pretty much a waste of time ain’t it? so , maybe, i will do just that -.-”