though we may get irritated, or pissed, or angry, or annoyed. i guess we must always keep in mind the fact that, at the end of the day, we still love each other too much to really keep all these tiny ripples in our heart that is as big as you can make it, but not big enough to keep the tiny ripples growing larger when it is supposed to be filled with waves. waves of emotion, waves of love, waves of passion.

for without thinking and feeling, how void would life be. that it can no longer be called “living”, but “surviving”. how sad it must be!

if we let these tiny ripples grow, then it would grow so huge in size that one day it may become too huge for us to handle, and one day, our hearts will only be filled with these displeasures and negativity. that we forget to look at the beautiful miracles around us, and be glad to just be alive.

i mean it when i say i love you, i miss you, please take care, be careful… but not when i say i hate you, for i do not want to create space in my heart for hate, nor will i create a space for hate. ‘cos the more hate i have, the less love i will be able to give. ‘cos a person whose heart is filled with hate, will not be able to see and feel that love that others give, nor be able to see and feel that love within them that is ready to be given. it’ll be a sad life. not knowing that others care, not knowing your own capacity for care and love.

:) -random (and boring) scribbles

I HATE BLOGGER. it erased every single thing that i typed just now. -.-”

(edit: u noe what, maybe its the dumb IE)

anyways, yes. went to cattery with xy today. sth just dam*Ed pissed me off. sh*T dam*Ed sh*T. -.-” *deep breath*
yes. went to cattery with xy today!!! :) :) :) some of the cats so pitiful!! (the mood is wrong cos, for one thing, bro is blasting “I Not Stupid” on Ch3.. he nvr seems to know that the volume he ons the tv is VERY LOUD). -.-” yes anyways. iPod’s fur is super silky! and there were two fat cats one of which looked very very very much like a Cheshire cat from the front view, and totally did NOT move an inch in the 4+ hours that we were there. -.-” i really should NOT edit photos or even try to add in captions in the middle of the night. idk what im doing. and i just made the very ugly pics i took even uglier. mission impossible. but i did it anyhows just dont ask me why. ive got a certain flair of screwing things up. -.-”


mudpie and latte are brother and sister!!

so many ppl wanted to adopt kaji today! she is one helluva charming cat. lol.

anyhows, had dinner at heartland mall’s qi ji. tt mee siam quite nice lar. :) then went to esplanade to see wnbb’s teacher’s “at the concourse” performance. -.-” and.. shopping….. lol. got a new pair of jeans for about 38.90. its my first pair of fitting jeans lol!!! and i still bought it a size larger … -.-” and it’s light denim (i only have darks – until now, that is). tired. and still pissed off.