quintessentially banausic

i have the post-exam syndrome. keep thinking: how come like very slack? watch tv whole day/netsurf/play games .. studies how ar? oh yeah! exams finish already. no need study anymore. dots……

is it typical or what? i am determined to get things done this hols. lets start by learning some new stuff. hehehe. instrus and language is DEFINITELY on my list. the rest .. lets try to earn some bucks!!!

I AM FINALLY FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

haha. now i have a big problem. what instru shld i learn? what language shld i learn? sighx. anyways, lets tok abt ydae’s AV!!

ydae i met two new friends ah leong and ah Vi. hehx. ah vi is very nice. thats all im about to say for ydae’s AV.

it’s finally been a whole academic year at NIE. it’s been a good year i reckon. not in terms of grades definitely! but at least, I’ve had a lot of new and good experiences that i guess i’ll carry for the rest of my life. ive got new experiences like AV. and a lot of other stuff like being in GESL. i AM kind of sick n tired of GESL, but, it’s been a good experience. I’m seriously considering going to Jogja with some of my teammates. ive presented more times in the past 8 months than i ever have in my 6 years of Sec Sch + JC. haha. micro-teaching, they call it. cos we have to do up lesson plans and stuff. but of course there are also research topics. its been a fun year though. =))

next semester, im starting as a year2! tts kinda exciting. cos then i’ll only be 3 yrs away from graduation. lol. but im NOT looking forward to doing the school experience. anyhows, im hoping that i can go to taiwan for about a week in july, maybe on the 20th or sth. depends. i MIGHT.

one paper down!!!!! yayness. talking to weinii bb always make me happy n laughlaugh. yesterday was watching this show and i really liked this sentence: Being happy is basic human instinct. came from this guy who has this high-stress job n looks at his son who is very happy all day long and sings in happiness and is a very happy child and he actually asked: is our son ok? should we take him to the doc? hahaha. yeah well anyways. we do tend to forget ourselves in work n stress n life n forget that being happy should come as naturally to us as breathing. sighx. weinii makes me smile!! =)) i feel happier now.

the past keep coming back for me. i still wonder why i still cant get over it. its a big thing in my life. but i don wan to live in fear, live with thinking that im filthy n stuff. i noe its not my fault. why cant i get over it??

tomorrow is first paper le .. a bit nervous wor!! idk … somehow my brain feels a total lack of info n knowledge. diediedie.. anyways, i just got my new optical mouse – the old one dieded on me – and im trying to get used to using a mouse now cos during that “window period” i kinda got used to using the touchpad. so yes. n im currently going to try and do the past-year papers. haha. onli got 4!!!!! (that i could find). gambate!!! one more week to 3mth holidays!!

btw, i saw benson today!! hmmmm.. haha. quite nice lah .. he looks a bit different .. but he’s ….. benson. hmm.

just reviewed the SYF 2007 Concert Band (Sec Sch) results. the results, like last year’s, are totally WEIRD. only 3 GWH in all the secondary schools spanning 5 COMPETITION DAYS!! but at least SCSS got GOLD lor .. hmmm something fishy .. last SYF for concert band also weird weird results .. but anyways, congratulations SCSS for getting a GOLD!!!!!!! (with honours wldve been nicer of cos . wonder if mr. chew is blowing his top / anything .. )

yixin is hungry

yixin feels like eating fried bee hoon. two more hours to go!! gambate!!!!!!!

i just realised that every minute that i spend playing solitaire or second life, people are spending that time studying . so yes. yixin is going to study properly (with one major problem: my eyes arent focussing. tiredness~)

i have a serious inability to concentrate on my work. i think im dying. i have like … 7 more topics to scan thru and i have not started really studying yet plus nxt wk im totally booked so i really need to finish aaj by this week so basically, yes, i am so dead for this year’s exams. i think my dream to pull up my horrendous GPA this semester has totally BUSTED. i need to try harder.

been feeling weird these couple of days. idk why. lol. hope not gastric flu or aniting. if not i’m like so dead can? have yet to start studying for exams. tonight i shall start on xiu ci. and try my best to rmb wats gg on in class . lol . i am such a sucker at studying. cant study for nuts. now i still wonder how i pulled thru my O’s, A’s, and my piano exams. anyways. yes. sth weird’s going on wid my brain n idk wat it is . i think my brain’s playing tricks with itself lol. yes n i think i got ADHD. hyper-activity. lol. yes. random random post.

anybody got quick diet tips?? lol. badly need to shed off a lot of weight. haha. anyways. sianded. bad mood. idk why. maybe i need some shopping. town, here i comeeee!!!!!!!!!!!