damned fan. sometimes i need to care about myself. i cant cover ur ass if i cant cover my own ass. so just for one night just dont let me noe anything. i need time for myself. just one night can? just one night to let me think only about my own stuff. i cant take care of two families problems at one time. i can care for u n ur family n be concerned and i am concerned. but just for one night. just let me think about my own problems first? almost 4 years i nvr thot about my problems first. just one night just let me indulge.