quintessentially banausic

it’s been 11 days since my last post… quite long, yeah? lol. im really quite bored. been SRO-ing quite often. hehx. what an unhealthy habit. anyways, we wrapped rice dumplings on Sunday n two of my cousins juz came back from Taiwan and Thailand. =)) LOADS of goodies to eat. yum yum yum. and i’m getting obese. lol. tonight going over to my cousin’s for duan1 wu3 jie2 dinner. lol. juz yet another excuse to have another gathering. cool yeah? i LOVE my paternal cousins n my aunts. *NOT* i repeat, NOT my maternal cousins and aunts.

oh i MUST tell everyone about a very nice dream i had last night.

dreamt my maternal cousins were over at my house *for what crap i do not know* . my old HDB flat there. anyways, they were commenting something about the food/blah blah crap i do not care. anyways, it was SO satisfying to whack them. lol. hahaha. i am SO evil. but anyways, i’ve been oppressed for like…. 19 years? it’s time to fight back. it was SO gratifying to juz whack them la. hahahahahahaah. and of course i won. those stupid as*-holic people. bleagh. it’s not that i WANT to hate them so much. i juz can’t stand them n their very maestro attitude. and guess what, they keep comparing themselves academically to me. puh-lease. they’ve never beaten me in that aspect n yet keep maintaining that stupid stuck-up attitude in front of me. it’s not that i don’t do as well as them. it’s juz tt i don’t feel a need to publish my results n broadcast it to every single aunt and cousins so that they can say: oh you’re so smart. i’m DRIPPING literally, with sarcasm. they do that! gawrsh. i’d better save up some money to bi4 nian2 for next year. don’t want to face them anymore. it’s 1000000000000000 times more stressful than any exams. bleaghx.

According to Darwinian theory, optimal evolution takes place with random variation and selective retention. The evolution savvy individual will try many different approaches when faced with a problem and select the best of those approaches. Many historical intellectuals have confessed their advantage was simply considering/exploring/trying more approaches than others. The left brain dominant type suffers from limited approaches, narrow-mindedness. The right brain dominant type suffers from too many approaches, scatterbrained. To maintain balanced hemispheres, you need to exercise both variability and selection. Just as a company will have more chance of finding a great candidate by increasing their applicant pool, an individual who considers a wider set of options is more likely to make quality decisions.

hehx.

as we all know, we, human beings, scientifically known as homo sapiens evolved from the ancient homo erectus e.g. the Peking man. however, the Peking man is actually the second evolvED generation which stems from African roots.

AND we (or, so to say, the ACADEMICIANS *so-called*) CLAIM to be the MOST intelligent species on earth. however, doesn’t anyone think that though we ARE social creatures, we’re TERRIBLY, TERRIBLY alone??

for one thing: if we’re THAT smart as they claim to be, won’t we be just SO lonely being the just-about-only intelligent species on earth? with no other animalkind which matches our level of intelligence such that there can be interaction and communication?

NB. communication and interaction are two-way roads. it’s not just one-sided “i-think-he’s-saying-this” mode. it’s a “i-think-it’s-right-but-you-obviously-don’t-think-so” way. see? it DOES take two hands to clap. if not, it’s not communication OR interaction. it’s called: SUPER-IMPOSING-ONESELF-ON-OTHERS.

for another, if we’re not THAT smart as they claim to be, yet we can’t interact, wouldn’t it be pathetic? furthermore, we THINK we’re that smart tho we obviously ARE NOT!!
see, i’m a firm believer in existentialism. but i also firmly believe we’re not the only intelligent species around! we may be some-what intelligent, but definitely NOT the MOST intelligent.

do every one of us know how to hunt/prey/survive in the wilderness? ALONE? stress: EVERYONE. no, right? how can we claim to be smarter than animals? what makes us so “intelligent” and “civilised” that we can criticise others n say that they’re “uncivilised barbarians”? what gives us the right to do so??

anyways,

without a doubt, many of us would want to believe that there are other beings, right? beings that are remotely similar to us. walking on two feet, thinking, surviving, like humans. some being with more humanly ties and behaviour and physical appearance than a chimpanzee or monkeys or whatever. somehow, i DO feel that sometimes, when we’re not so caught up with working, or dating, or just struggling to survive, a remote and subconscious part of us feels… lonely. horribly lonely.

“though we may be surrounded by people majority of the time, deep down inside, each human being is terribly lonely”
-quoted from i-forgot-where

there have been so many reports about seeing wild people (translate into chinese directly). in western countries, they call it BigFoot. there have been reported sightings all around the globe with different names, but similar description by different groups of people. they haven’t been able to prove it exactly by scientific ways. but there have been video recordings from around the world. these beings seem to be less evolved than us, with gigantic feet and bodies up to 2 metres in height. maybe, just maybe, the ancestors of the homo sapiens are the close relatives/ probably even the same group of ancestors which got lost along the stems of evolution. but, ultimately, the question is,

DO THEY EXIST??

if they do, ARE WE RELATED??

if so, HOW??

there are too many missing pieces in the puzzle of humankind’s evolution. as well as the evolution of the world. and the universe.

“the more you know, the more you know you DON’T know”

maybe the myth / legend of the crystal skulls is true after all. maybe we just haven’t evolved that much to be able to decode it. 5/13 of the crystal skulls have emerged. is it a sign of more to come? is it a sign? any sign?

there’s 8 more to go.

maybe when all of them emerges, humankind will be nearly perished. we may have become an “endangered species”. but we may emerge victorious against the laws of evolution. the laws of nature.

i wish there were other more intelligent beings though. take some pegs off some arrogant humans. add some spice to my life. to our lives. show us more. more about the universe we live in. more about.. everything. i wish there was a confirmation to the existence of other more intelligent beings. it would be fun.

im glad =))

first of all, my p5 kid did quite well for her math *thank goodness* like.. 90 i tink. i DO think it’s not bad le. but sth juz puzzles n pisses me off. she can do all her problem sums *without any hesitation/problem* when i’m around. but she can’t do it OR has this STUPIDEST way of making careless mistakes like: 100g = 1kg. like WTH. eg, her exam. there was this 5 mark problem sum. totally wrong like 0 marks in the exam. i asked her to redo during tuition. and TADAH!!! full marks. like wth. i think her mum nearly killed her or sth. quite ridiculous. but anyways, i tink on the overall 90 is quite good. considering the last exam was quite a failure. like. 0 marks for the entire problem sums???!!!??! okay. that’s REALLY bad.

F&N was giving out free Coca-Cola Light today at JE! don’t taste any difference. and don’t see what difference it makes.

anyways, on cross-stitch now. juz finished a cross-stitch keychain for mama for mama’s day!! and i juz bought a cake from prima deli from auntie for mama’s day!! and i tink my mum’s going bonkers. dunno why. i tink i’m going mad. anyways, gonnna edit posts

and… watch wei4 si1 li3 later on.. hehx. my fav show. i’m so sian! and i juz forgot what i was going to blog about! i’m gonna sit and wait till that *inspiration* comes.

oh and i just bought cross-stitch cloth and thread. for my next project. lol. and i’m more than halfway thru my math assessment book. it’s no fun cos it’s not exactly challenging. anyways, got the sec2 book to look forward to. and i’m hoping it’s a wee bit better.

okay, here’s what i found out. i seldom blog. and i do so mostly only when i can’t log in to SRO and have nothing else better to do after checking my mail and doing … stuff.

anyways, a few days ago i actually saw MAHA!!! on the bus!!! apparently i was on my way to tuition and she was on her way to school for IL thing. we blah blah blah-ed and talk talk talked and blah blah blah-ed. like.. what else can we talk about other than uni admissions and stuff??!! life is booooooooooooring. anyways, i juz found out that SABU juz had her birthday yesterday. so…. HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!!! to sabu!! hmm.

oh and i just met NATALIE online!! she’s already in second year uni. sad.!!!!!!! *sobz* hmm. nothing much to blog about these days. really! i’m sian. and i’m getting fat! and i’m wondering if that as* can stop logging in and out of MSN. it’s VERY irritating. as it is, i’m going to link natalie’s blog to my blog now! yayness. haha. haha. haha.

some one send me to woodbridge. wahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaa … …

first things first (what i wanna sae on my tagboard but apparently can’t):

it’s subjective wat!! and richard geres is so shuai lar! i dun see any point why somebody should NOT like him. anyways, havent we been on richard geres enough? lol!!

okay. back to the point. here’s my question:

which is worse? being unpopular and knowing it? or being unpopular but still ignorantly and naively thinking that you’re being popular???

which is more pathetic ar??

this is the question.
i’ve got these couple of acquaintances who think that they’re OH-SO-POPULAR but actually are quite…. “despised??” so as to say. just not very well-liked due to their very very very poor attitude towards everything and their arrogance with their stupid fuc*ing noses stuck up high in the air just denigrating everything and everyone around them without realising that they’re pissing people off and being horrible. so, which is worse? being them? or being unpopular but knowing it well enough to stop stepping on everyone else’s toes.

p.s. I TRULY HATE THEM. really! to the core!!

i tink there’s something wrong with my tagboard. *and cheryl’s* anyways, cheryl, i couldn’t tag ur blog, so i’m gonna tag here!! read it horz! or else… heh heh hehx.. okay, so lame. anyways, here goes nuts…..

i tink richard geres is like at the pinnacle of ’shuai-ism’ or something lar! he’s like so TOTALLY shuai!

cj! dun be lame! anyways, i agree TOTALLY with u lar wh. and OWNER OF THIS BLOG!!! POP BY MY BLOG SOON!! and tag! that’s an order!! muahahaha. lol. i’m siao. duh. always am.

i tink ydae was my lucky day *apart from the fact that i had to go to this stupid interview that i think i’ll never make the mark or sth* i sorta saved like… 70 ++ bucks? anyways, how much does hair colouring cost at TONI&GUY??? i was juz like walking along holland V lar. den saw this pair of cute shoes n turned around n the next thing i know *KABOOM* i’m supposed to get free hair colouring done. lol. a ‘model’ for the students. A.K.A. their guinea pig/white rat/lab rat. it’s juz a euphemism to put ppl at ease. i’m juz glad it’s not the BOMBA head. i tink i’d die. lol. newaez, i tink i look quite different now and i’m really bored now and tired and depressed and i tink i wanna die and it’s my brother’s birthday today and i never buy anything and his gf’s present looks like a pyjamas and i tink he’d kill me. bleagh.