really love it. my favourite piano now after steingraeber and schimmel.. and my thurmer of course. my thurmer rox!! anyways, i juz got hold of their posters which were sent to me FOC from Austria. so excited!!! it’s BEAUTIFUL!!! and absolutely BRILLIANT!!! haha… i absolutely love it and adore it! anyways, yeah. PMS-ing now. ha!
im stumped
July 9, 2005 at 3:00 pm (Uncategorized)
i’m stumped by how unfair life is.
will life ever be fair?
will i ever feel like i belong?
somewhere,
anywhere.
i’m barely managing a smile.
shld i ask why me?
or shld i ask how can i change the situation?
shld i be a conformist?
or shld i stay myself?
its hard.
to stay myself.
i guess nth’s easy.
shld i try to do sth to take my mind off things?
or shld i try to work it out?
face the problem head-on?
i think i shld do the latter if not i’ll be just like “THE LOSER“
i shall not bother to mention who.
ultimate question:
WHEN CAN I BE WHO I TRULY WANT TO BE?
is it so hard?
July 9, 2005 at 2:40 pm (Uncategorized)
is it so hard to ask for reciprocation?
is it so hard to ask for acceptance,
gratification,
love?
drowned in cold water,
doused with alcohol,
banged, stamped, trampled, beat
out in anger.
no feelings.
nothing.
nothing
but me.
me
and my
emptiness.
*fly me up to where you are beyond the distant star/i wish upon tonight to see you smile/if only for a while to know you’re there……a breath’s away not far from where you are……*
-josh groban
screwed
July 8, 2005 at 2:34 pm (Uncategorized)
messed up screwed up.
can’t even think of anything else to say other than that.
hmmmmz.. maybe i shld really start studying..
in depression….
wouldn’t life be so sad and pathetic if you were gauged on (and only on) the grades that you score in ONE SINGLE common test????!!!!!
and a levels…..
that’s life
C’est la vie!!!!!!!!
